I just wrote this as an About for my LinkedIn profile. Not sure if it's appropriate for the type of platform that LinkedIn is but...Oh well! It's definitely suitable for my Blog so here it is...Enjoy!
I did grow to have an influential abuse to substances. Influential? Yea it influenced me to not pay bills, not take care of self and others, basically having the "fuck it" attitude. If that's not influence...
Some may recognize me to saying when things stop being fun then I'm out the game. Well things stopped getting fun and I wanted out quick. So I self mandated myself into treatments and outpatients and self help groups. I became all I can be and then some. I even became a Case Manager. I felt that I can understand what the "underserved" were going thru. I may not have been raised the way all my clients were or gone the path they may have went. But I understood not feeling heard, not knowing oneself, not knowing or feeling like self worth, or just plain and simply not really know who one's self is and being able to be that person without any judgement or despair. Not sure if u can relate to any of this, but in a nutshell my experience, strength and hope comes from life experiences. Without them I wouldn't be the person I am today. This person is finally able to say that I know who I am, what I am, and not give a flying saucer (lol) about who knows. I'm doing what makes me happy, without intentionally hurting anybody else. People say they admire me. Dont...cause I'm not someone to admire. The way I live my life works for me. It may not work for u. But don't take that as to give up. Hell No! Take this as meaning that to take steps towards finding who u are as an individual. Take the Trials & Tribulations that uv gone thru as experiences that needed to happen to learn and grow from. Now that's only my suggestion I do not provide advice. Probably didn't utilize this part of the profile like I was suppose to but...oh well! It'll be another lesson for me to learn. SpunLove...Besos!
